I was expecting this to be a very horny (Possibly really dark) read that I could forget about, but now I feel very conflicted emotionally?
Like, normally you would disconnect from characters depicted in very extreme scenarios, kind of like reading a horror story from the killers perspective. But instead I followed along with them, if that makes sense?
I felt guilty, nervous, and ashamed with them even though I never have even gotten close to doing any of these things. Hell, I've never even been high before, yet I still found myself feeling like I was experiencing it.
By the end of it, I just felt weird cause I liked it? It was written really well for something that was supposed to just be a taboo kink. You made something really great, and now I have a new emotional crisis to deal with. So yeah, I'm pretty conflicted...
Thank you for your wonderful words, I am glad you came away from it with a heavy heart and enjoyed it for what it was! As admittedly, a lot of concepts in it are a little hard to swallow haha.
I have always seen my longer form works such as Predator's Sickness, is that if you go into it expecting a purely dick in your hand experience, I don't think a person would have super pleasant time. The way I see it, the fetish erotica aspects are a vessel for me to convey the emotional themes and narrative that I don't think could be done quite as effectively if it wasn't there. I like it too feel very human, for a lack of a better way to put it, cos at the end of the day, there is a method to the madness. Adding nuance to something that people don't usually think too deeply on is interesting in my opinion. Vore is a fetish that usually comes and is presented without consequence, without feeling for who it affects once the moment is over. Intertwining it with a lot of things such as the cyclical nature of trauma, addiction, and codependency... It speaks to me, and I hope it spoke to you as well,
Thank you! I always worry that I oversell just how grim it is (I know fatal vore stuff is common place but I mean even for that the themes I touch upon are very much outside that usual comfort zone) so I'm glad to hear it honestly! Despite that I'm happy it was an enjoyable (?) read nonetheless.
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I was expecting this to be a very horny (Possibly really dark) read that I could forget about, but now I feel very conflicted emotionally?
Like, normally you would disconnect from characters depicted in very extreme scenarios, kind of like reading a horror story from the killers perspective. But instead I followed along with them, if that makes sense?
I felt guilty, nervous, and ashamed with them even though I never have even gotten close to doing any of these things. Hell, I've never even been high before, yet I still found myself feeling like I was experiencing it.
By the end of it, I just felt weird cause I liked it? It was written really well for something that was supposed to just be a taboo kink. You made something really great, and now I have a new emotional crisis to deal with. So yeah, I'm pretty conflicted...
Thank you for your wonderful words, I am glad you came away from it with a heavy heart and enjoyed it for what it was! As admittedly, a lot of concepts in it are a little hard to swallow haha.
I have always seen my longer form works such as Predator's Sickness, is that if you go into it expecting a purely dick in your hand experience, I don't think a person would have super pleasant time. The way I see it, the fetish erotica aspects are a vessel for me to convey the emotional themes and narrative that I don't think could be done quite as effectively if it wasn't there. I like it too feel very human, for a lack of a better way to put it, cos at the end of the day, there is a method to the madness. Adding nuance to something that people don't usually think too deeply on is interesting in my opinion. Vore is a fetish that usually comes and is presented without consequence, without feeling for who it affects once the moment is over. Intertwining it with a lot of things such as the cyclical nature of trauma, addiction, and codependency... It speaks to me, and I hope it spoke to you as well,
It does, and I can't wait to see more from you!!
It does, and I can't wait to see more from you!!
Holy SHIT this novel is dark. Still pretty sweet though.
Thank you! I always worry that I oversell just how grim it is (I know fatal vore stuff is common place but I mean even for that the themes I touch upon are very much outside that usual comfort zone) so I'm glad to hear it honestly! Despite that I'm happy it was an enjoyable (?) read nonetheless.